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itdraedallyfeelgsandenergy
ilooktohiseyes,eyesthatwereoncebright,charg,andsilg,butarenowfilledwithpaandstruggleican&039;thelpbutreberthosesweetsurdays,withpassion,withdreas,withlove
ireberthesunshe,theshadows,thewhispers,thenights
iknowilovedhi,andperhaps,stilldoiknowican&039;tcheatyheart,butperhaps,icanbetrayyulshouldietheword&ot;betrayal&ot;?ybody,whichonceheldeverythg,isnowcrediblyepty
angless,hopeless,anddesperate
itriedtofdawayout,butiwasblded
byhi,bylove,bypo
iuldn’tseeafuturewithouthi
iuldn’tseethefuturewithhi
illectedallyfeelgs,buriedtheyheart,andwaitedforyears,untiloneday,ortenight,ibroughtthealloutagaiirsedyselfdeeplythe,savourg,patiently,thebitterness,thepoiuldn&039;tresist,frothebegng,totheend
it’snotaboutregret,itiswhatitis
theonlythgthatiulddoisgoonandgoon
andgoon
untiltheend
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“you’reallalone”